when I'm bored...

You surely know this moment, when you wake up... and nothing happens. You still got the same ideas like yesterday, the earth is still cycling as it always did, speech is still the same old damned thing, language still prevents you from perceiving the world objectively... and this goes on. And you are still bored and depressed...

Or:

You have these 5 little minutes in the morning, where everything feels perfect and smooth, and the light is cool and fresh, and pastel colors. And you are appointed to think: "I am the chosen one, to save the world from suffer!" And you sit down at your desk and try to do something very exciting and totally creative. And you ruin the whole moment with one creepy photoshopped picture of yourself, you did a while ago...